Here are some poems that I composed myself..most of these were all done while I was in a bad mood..that's how poems come to me..so don't expect to see any new poems anytime soon..unless I get sad..you won't see this page being updated in a while..but in the mean time..enjoy the ones that are here now..

Every single day that I saw you I always wondered if you were a dream come true Your eyes, you smile make my heart dance on air How can a guy like you be so fair? Your rich deep voice sings in my ears like a soft melody Like birds in nature who sing in harmony Why do I�love you It's because you're exotic, sweet like honey too You are so slow and gentle, that's how you like things done Don't ever change because you'll always be number one

Killer smile and eyes of heaven My love for you is multiplied by seven Sexy voice and mysterious bliss Who can ever miss Such a sight like this Anger is your greatest foe But you will always smile that I�know A laughter so light and happy My heart has skipped a beat easily I swoon as your eyes look into mine A rich color like the one of dark wine I dream of you every single night And everytime, I dream our love has taken flight

My gaze started to drift Into the deep cold mist Darkness and silence surrounded me My heart beated skeptically, loudly, endlessly Memories rushed back into my mind When you were there, when you were close, when you were mine Millions of things jittered inside Whenever our worlds would collide You were my world, my soul, my everything It's because of you my flame keeps on burning But how could you break my heart so bad Tell me because I don't understand Don't you see my tears are falling Don't you hear my heart is crying Can't you feel that my soul is dying You destroyed everything that I�believed in All that I have ever been Don't come back for my forgiveness You can't heal my emptiness

Slowly I see my life waste away There is no light, there is just gray The aching of my heart is full of pain All of my love was all in vain I dwell in darkness alone and sad Sorrow is all I ever had The feeling has overwhelmed me The ray of hope has closed upon me Love is not as wonderful like they said it would be It is a gift of poison, deadly and fatal It is nothing but trouble from what I see It crushes your heart whenever it is able I stand where there is no ground I don't want to look back but I keep turning around Endlessly searching for comfort No one can soothe me even with effort Love has been so cruel It has been a long duel I've had enough of suffocating It is time for me to give up this insane battle And give in to eternal suffering I see rain falling outside It is the same feeling inside Night and day my tears did not stop flowing My heart is breaking, aching, dying The sight of you and her tore me apart As I fell down on my knees on broken glass Blood was on my hands, the blood of my heart I lowered head in disbelief Pounded the ground in grief I kept asking "Why doesn't he love me?" My conscious replied "He loves only she" I turned my head away at the sight of their embrace Clutching my hands into fists Anguish was upon my face I could not bear to look at this I glanced once more at his lips as he whispers "I love you" No one has ever said to me those words so true Those words of love, those words of you As I look into your eyes and yours into mine I feel something arise in me, something so pure, something so fine Our feelings have begun to unfold Like a beautiful flower in bloom It has no price to be sold For it plays a magnificient tune My heart knows no other joyful feeling as this A chance for eternal happiness He takes my hand and smiles gently He holds me close and I can feel his love surround me This emotion is not lust This emotion is not just attraction It is more than trust It is a true devotion I need to hear those words of unconditional love So we can be united as one That is what we've always been dreaming of I understand now that you will never be mine Eventhough we've been through a rough time You've hurt me more than once But you didn't realize your wrong doing I cried my painful heart out Without you knowing You've started a new life with another My heart, broken down to pieces Will never be put back together What is left are the tears of forever sadness Outside this smile and happiness Lies a burden of my soul, slowly turning lifeless Wondering if I could ever love again Yearning for someone to lend a hand To comfort and hold me close To be my guardian so I won't be lost Now I'll always think about who will break my heart next To find out how they really feel when put to the test I counted the times I've been left, 1..2..3..4... To be loved is all I'm asking for Is that too much to be cherished once more? What have I done wrong? I don't know why I can't understand it even if I try My thoughts are so confused My heart can't stand being abused Where is my one true love? As I stare at the nightly sky above I know that one day he will rescue me And take me away to the place where I shall be loved eternally From the boundries of our imagination To the highest peak of our fantasies I am the ruler of our other mysterious dimension From beautiful and spectacular dreams To the most darkest and frightening nightmares I am the one who controls these two streams Chaos and peace must be held together It obeys my every command For I am the dreamer No other thought is ever too bizarre No other words can describe what we are This other world needs us like a flower needs the sun It completes us to become one We have neglected this part of us Now we must redeem it and keep it forever It will die without trust You must hear me, for I am the dreamer Why can't we remember most of our dreams? Maybe they are not as real as they seem Yet, they do have a special feeling But we can never pin point it's exact true meaning They are probably made to be incomprehensive A way of life that we can never live As we look into it deeper Along the way, we are confused and lost But please believe in it, for I am the dreamer Sitting in the corner of my room Alone and cold, set in a deep dark mood I am thinking back into the days of joy Where my heart has learned to deploy But I've open up too soon to realize he was not for me Shot through the heart by an arrow as sharp as it can be I have fallen into a land of turmoil and pain I weep to have been foolish and vain My soul has been poured and sucked dry Now all is left are the feelings of regret and remorse Maybe I should forgive him said my heart Never must you forgive such a monster said my mind Torn between love&hate, two foes of equal power Good supplies the joy and happiness of life Evil gives the sweetness of revenge and hate Tempting as love may be, evil's seduction has captured my being It's poisonous magic is mysterious and dark My mind is now filled with evil thoughts and ideas Let revenge be sweet and let me suffer the consequences Life could not be any worse than this He lied is what my heart says now A mistake that not even he, who can beg on his knees Shall ever be forgiven by my black heart Leave me to my thoughts so that I can regain my sanity The rage inside me is ready to burst But it must be kept in control to keep you safe from my fury I no longer have mercy on the ones who are searching for love We all know...that what they say..they never mean it Blind, that is what you are You don't bother to see any further Not even to look up to the North Bright Star Your ignorance has caused my pain And my heart...has been slained When I am close to you You don't see my suffering You don't see me dying What you see...is an illusion Of a girl who is in mass confusion A girl whom you thought was happy In reality..she is in despair She is no longer your friend, but your enemy Save yourself, for her soul is lost Protect yourself, for her soul is chaos Your foolishness has blinded you from her true nature What was once a sweet, innocent butterfly Has become a lifeless creature Never again shall it deploy its beautiful wings Nor enchant us as much while its beauty sings You will never know that she has loved you all this time But you couldn't see it...all because you were blind